Confessions of a Down-Low Brother

Leave It To Me

2011-12-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

Craig Davidson

David Suberu

Ugo Arimo

Let´s Play

2011-12-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

EVERYTHING FLOWS, NOTHING STANDS STILL...

2011-12-13T21:00:00.000-08:00

YOU NEVER STEP IN THE SAME RIVER TWICE…

Cayden Ross & Richard Pierce - Man Are Hot

2011-12-13T16:44:00.000-08:00

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Art

2011-12-13T12:05:00.000-08:00

GAY HOMECOMING KING’S MESSAGE FOR BULLIED TEEN

2011-12-13T09:00:00.000-08:00

Johnny Robinson, a gay
teenager who was elected his high school's homecoming king, has recorded a
video message for bullying victim Jonah Mowry.

While a remix of
Lady Gaga's "Marry the Night" plays, Robinson holds up handwritten
note cards that explain he went through a period of being bullied and taunted
with homophobic slurs before he found the courage to stand up for himself. He
says after he became proud of who he is, he was elected homecoming king at his
high school and even fell in love.

Downlow Confessions

2011-12-13T07:32:00.001-08:00

Hello dear fellow friends from around the world.

Dangerous

2011-12-13T06:30:00.000-08:00

Ronnie Amadi

Daniel Mendes

Yumon Eaton

Kuhlad Eniola

Guys with Iphones

2011-12-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

Fetish of the Month - Electro-Sex

2011-12-12T21:01:00.000-08:00

While there are many types of BDSM situations, ranging from whips and chains to feathers and water torture, a tricky but popular form is known as electric stimulation or electrosex. Though other types of BDSM play are often used in conjunction with e-stim, in itself, it is a viable sexual tool if used safely and properly. E-stim is implemented in many of the same ways as more traditional BDSM tools, and can be used with role-playing scenes and many of the tools associated with “kinky sex” and “scenes.” In fact, many of the accessories utilized in more widely practiced BDSM situations can be easily adapted to e-stim with a minimal amount of effort and a little imagination. Likewise, there are many toys available on the market that are created with e-stim specifically in mind.

Electric stimulation can be painful and even deadly if performed in an inappropriate or unsafe manner. Many people may wonder why partners or a group of partners would want to practice such a risky procedure in the first place. To begin with, the idea that a live electrical current will cause terrible pain has been instilled in most people since they were young. This deep seeded fear is one of the factors that makes e-stimulation so intriguing, since adrenaline levels will automatically raise in anticipation of the shock. Like any thrill-seeking activity, such as skydiving or bungee jumping, the inherent fear and possibility of pain makes the activity exciting. However, with e-stim, there is a physiological factor aside from the endorphin release that can make it pleasurable. Electricity has been often used in medicine to excite the nerves in the body, causing them to react in ways that people in the medical profession find beneficial. For example, electric stimulation may relax the muscles of a chiropractic patient so that pain is lessened or a technician is better able to perform an adjustment. This same theory applies to the nerves in the genital area, and the messages they send to the brain can create intense pleasure if applied appropriately.

When using electricity in sexual settings, there are many ways that it can be introduced. Role playing scenes involving torture are a common way to bring electricity into the bedroom. In this case, the electric stimulation will be seen as a form of punishment for the “criminal” or whatever subject is invented to fulfill the scene. How the electricity is introduced is another matter. An inventive person or one with a basic background in electricity can make a conductor of electrical current. However, it is easier and likely safer to purchase a “toy” that has been built for this purpose.

There are multitudes of toys featuring an electric current available on the market, but they come in two very basic forms. The first type of toy makes use of continuous current and is usually powered by a battery. These units are referred to as TENS units, which is merely a blanket term that describes toys with this specific power source, though there are many models available. The other basic blanket term for units that are powered by static electricity is the violet wand. Because they are weaker, violet wands tend to be used more commonly.

The TENS (Trancutaneous Electro-Neural Stimulation, as they are termed in the medical field) units are usually homemade and have been crafted to utilize a standard wall outlet as a power source. Occasionally, a medical version of a TENS device may be prescribed to a patient who uses electric stimulation for a muscle relaxant, but usually these are acquired through unverified sources and can be as suspect during use as a homemade model. They also tend to be more expensive than homemade toys or violet wands. An alternative to the TENS device is the EMS, which can be purchased at many fitness sites or home gyms. The EMS (Electro-Muscle Stimulation) is mainly used by professional body builders or hardcore athletes to enhance muscle growth. The EMS began its history as a dual-purpose tool in the 1950s with the invention of the Relaxacisor, which—like the modern EMS—used an electrical charge to stimulate muscles. Since they are designed to stimulate muscles and not deaden pain, as in the case of the TENS, the EMS can be a very effective form of sexual arousal. Because they are highly customizable, they can be used quite effectively as a sexual toy, with users able to change the frequency, pulses and waveforms. They are battery operated and, while they can deliver a considerable shock, they will not be powerful enough to do any serious damage if used correctly.

When using devices, such as a homemade shocker or a TENS, it is very important to consider the path the electricity is going to take when setting up the scene. There are usually two electrodes placed on the person and the electricity will flow between these two contact points. Selecting the conductor that will be placed on the person’s body is also something one must carefully consider. A frequent conductor is a handcuff or shackle that has been electrified with the TENS unit. Strong electrical surges through these restraints can cause burns. It is best to find or create the high carbon rubberized electrodes that are used with defibrillators or TENS devices. One can be made using plastic, moistened gauze or rubber as a buffer and thin wire or window screening as a conductor.

The contact points are more important, when considering safety. It is very important that a powerful electric device be used below the waist only. It should never be placed anywhere where the current may loop through the heart or brain, and the spine is also very dangerous. Leg to leg is the safest loop to make. The buttocks and even the stomach can deliver a powerful, but reasonably safe shock. Inventive sexual partners also make electrodes for “cock rings” that are placed around the base of the penis. While this is safer than shocking the heart or spine, it can deliver a very serious shock and also create burns. A general rule states that shocking devices should not be connected to body piercings, since the point of connection is very centralized. Handheld TENS devices, for this reason, should also never be used inside the vaginal or anal cavities, and should never be placed in the mouth or ear. If wires are used as a conductor, people must take care than the ends are folded back to insure that the sharp end does not inflict more damage than intended.

Using strong electrical currents in sexual play can create undesirable but permanent damage. In fact, most experts in the BDSM field suggest that these devices only be used with an experienced partner, at least for the first several instances. While some pain may be a desired outcome of using electricity in a sexual scene, heart attacks or impotency can occur if safety precautions are not followed. E-stim users must be mindful of pre-existing medical conditions that may be sensitive to shock. People with a history of heart conditions or are currently using a pacemaker should not take place in these activities, or even those with a weaker electrical charge. Nerve disorders or troubles with the spine that potentially effect large nerve bundles also disqualify people from this type of sexual play. While the disease itself does not effect electrical play, people with diabetes need to take care if they have use insulin pump. Epilepsy patients should carefully consider if e-stim is right for them, and women who are pregnant or possibly pregnant should avoid powerful electric shocks to the womb area as a precaution to the heartbeat of the fetus.

A somewhat safer avenue for people seeking an electrically based sexual thrill may be the violet wand. Rather than using a continuous current as a power source, the violet wand relies on static electricity, which is a much weaker but still viable, charge. The thrill of the violet wand is as much in its appearance as its capabilities. A small glass ball at the end of the wand will be charged with static electricity, and it often emits that crackling sound people are familiar with from such common activities as removing static electrified clothing from a dryer. Like the TENS unit, the shock is adjustable on most toys, and one can change the frequency and the intensity. The violet wand is able to spark many times in a second, producing a rapid series of intense shocks, or it can be slowed to a slower, more rhythmic tickling. Because of the weaker charge, violet wands are much safer to use above the waist, and are popular on the nipples and sometimes as insertion devices. This requires a great deal of caution and cooperation on the part of those involved. Violet wands are made of glass, and while their electrical capabilities are not terribly dangerous, broken glass inserted into a body cavity can greatly damage tissues and permanently impair sexual function. There are specialized heads and electrodes available for purchase that are made specifically for this function.

Violet wands can be applied in three basic manners, which also create a great number of attachments and heads for them. Direct application is the process where the subject is touched with the actual device. Indirect application will allow the electrical stimulation to affect more than one person, since the electricity is channeled from one person and into another. Chains of people are often created in group play, with electricity funneling through all of them. This is also a method that is frequently combined with oral sex. Other conductive toys can also be electrified through a user, such as whips, floggers, chains, shackles or anything the imagination can find, making indirect application even more versatile. The method of reverse application can be applied by attaching a contact pad to the subject and using the violet wand. When a metal object is then applied to the subject, the current will arc through the body to the object, shocking the person from the inside out. This method is most often used in torture scenes and more extreme types of play.

One of the greatest advantages of the violet wand is its accessibility. Many different designs are available on adult toy websites or in local shops around the world. They tend to come in classy and discreet cases or kits that contain the wand itself and a variety of accessories. These usually are in the form of different heads or electrodes, ranging from a light bulb adapter to differently shaped extensions for use on specific body parts or areas. Often, fingertip electrodes are included so one sexual partner can run the electrical current through his or her body and into the subject via the hands. Violet wands are portable, affordable, versatile and easy to care for. Again, experience and knowledge is very important for safety when using more powerful devices.

For people interested in experimenting in electrical sexual play, there are many resources available, both for purchasing sexual aids and for learning advanced safety measures about the practice. The choices are numerous and may be confusing to the beginning e-stim user. Some basic research will help clear up any misconceptions, but users should begin by asking themselves exactly what they are expecting from an e-stimulation device. They may be simply seeking the thrill of something new, a tickling sense of arousal or intense physical pain. The device chosen or manufactured will depend greatly on the desired result. A good resource for beginning e-stim users is www.blowfish.com, which offers a variety of electrified toys and does a good job of explaining their various uses. Toys are offered in a range of functions and at a variety of prices. www.erostek.com also offers some toys and www.violetwands.net offers some good beginners resources, as well as a shopping guide. There is an infinite amount of literature available for those looking for ideas or tips. Websites sell anything from power boxes, which can be used with toys for sale on site or with homemade toys, to electrodes, leads or pads.

As with all BDSM play, sexual partners in e-stim should be well educated in the methods they are using and should also follow some standard etiquette that is widely accepted in any BDSM play. It is recommended that partakers in any fetish activity recognize a predefined “safe” word, which stops any and all actions immediately during a scene. Recognizing one’s limitations, understanding their accessories, and learning safety precautions are essential in making e-stim an intensely gratifying and safe sexual experience.

You can also check out the following links for more information on Electro- Sex Play and Toys

MENTACIDAL MISINTERPRETATIONS...

2011-12-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

Like abused
children convince themselves that they are part of the problem that cause them
to be abused rather than the insane mind of the fool who abused them we have
that same sick relationship with those who discriminate and kill us. We think
straight people abuse us because we are gay rather than because of their
twisted mind. So we think that our gayness is our problem and, consequently, we
consciously or unconsciously hate it.

Lucky Daniels & Topher DiMaggio

2011-12-12T17:21:00.000-08:00

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BIGGG

2011-12-12T13:24:00.000-08:00

White in Black underwear

2011-12-12T09:19:00.000-08:00

ONLINE DATING: NO FATS, FEMMES OR...

2011-12-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

It's been seven years since I was last single, and a lot
has changed since then. I'm no longer a cute twink, but I am still young at 29;
in fact, I feel like I've grown into my looks and I'm more confident than ever
before. But going out as a single guy is a lot different now—and not just
because it's somewhat strange having younger guys look at me like I'm an
"older man."

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Cherish The Day

2011-12-12T06:30:00.000-08:00

Eddie Diaz

John Lamur

Obiora Esimai

Black in White underwear

2011-12-12T03:31:00.000-08:00

Monday Men - Matt

2011-12-11T21:01:00.000-08:00

Whatever happened to this cutie from back in the mid 90's. He was a PlayGirl centerfold and was one of their top requested models!

MONDAY MUSICAL MOTIVATION: GOOD FEELING

2011-12-11T21:00:00.000-08:00

Rapper Flo Rida has selected the Dr
Luke and Avicii co-produced "Good Feeling" as the official lead
single from his fourth studio album "Only 1 Rida (Part 2)" - The
party-ready tune contains a sample of the legendary diva Etta James' "Something's
Got a Hold on Me" classic. Wow, that sample takes the song's vibe to a
whole new level, Dr Luke and Avicii's production is flawless, and the
semi-dubstep break was hot too. Flo Rida's arsenal of catchy songs is just
endless!

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Paulo Massa, Poax & Gabriel Liarh

2011-12-11T13:57:00.000-08:00

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Incubus XXX Trailer - François Sagat

2011-12-11T09:49:00.000-08:00

A Titan Men lançou o trailer completo para o filme Incubus dirigido e realizado por François Sagat.
Entre os atores encontram-se ele próprio, Shay Michaels, Spencer Reed, Hunter Marx, Amyric DeVille, Jesse Ares, Jimmy e Durano e Trento Ducati.
O filme será lançado em TITANMEN.COM

Sunday Solo

2011-12-11T09:00:00.001-08:00

HELL IS FAKE & RELIGION IS ABOUT CONTROL...

2011-12-11T09:00:00.000-08:00

THOUGHTS?

Hotties in Water

2011-12-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

WHEN A MAN STOP BELIEVING IN GOD...

2011-12-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

‘When a man stops
believing in God then he doesn’t believe in nothing, he believes in anything’.

I Love You, Race Cooper!

2011-12-10T19:19:00.000-08:00

So one of my duties as my pastor's assistant is to take care of guest preachers when they come. This one in particular ran a 3-night revival at church and it was pretty darn awesome. Anyway, earlier this morning (at the ASS CRACK of dawn, mind you) I had to drive him about 45 minutes out of town to the airport to catch his flight back home.

We had small talk.

It dawned on me that I only know his last name. I need his first/last in order to check him in at the terminal.

Cogito: "by the way, I need your first and last name so I can check you in when we get there.

Him: "Richard Cook".

Cogito: (I say in my head) "hmmm... Kinda like Race Cooper..."

(and I keep that in mind as we continue talking).

Imagine me driving down the highway, with flashes of this sexy mofo in my brain (see below).

When we finally get to the terminal...

Cogito: "Hi, I'm here to check-in for Race Cooper".

Terminal Guy: "I.D. Please?"

(Richard pulls out his I.D.)

Terminal Guy: "Uh... You said his name was... Race Cooper? Because this says something different..."

Cogito: (light-bulb clicks on above my head) *gasp* OMG, I MEAN RICHARD COOK!

Terminal Guy and Richard give me the ?????? face.

*sighs*

I laughed it off but as soon as I got back to my car I was like dayumn, really? I can't slip up like that. Imagine if someone else knew whom I was actually referring to? That'll blow my cover for sure... (no pun intended).

But can you blame me? All the pics in tonight's post are some of my favorites of Race Cooper. He's soooo fuckin hot and he is quite the performer.

His solo scene with ButtMachineBoys.com directed by Kink Productions??? I almost broke my dick for like, the first month I knew that scene existed...

Don't believe me?! Click Here to watch Race Cooper Vs. The Fuck Machine
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Music you say?

Niggas in Paris -- Jay Z and Kanye West

Hard Knock Life -- Jay Z

Lose Yourself -- Eminem (one of my FAVORITE SONGS EVER). People underestimate this guy... His lyrics are so SICK. Don't even get me started on his wordplay...

Jar of Hearts -- Christina Perri (once again, I'm MAD nobody told me this song existed! Where was this song when I was going through breakups a while back???)

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Enjoy the pics, ya'll! I'm telling you, this dude Race Cooper can sooooo get it in the worst way possible!

--Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com

(P.S. Still keepin my dude ColdPhoenix in prayer. He lost his mother and could really use some support right about now. CLICK HERE TO CHECK OUT HIS BLOG and make sure to follow him!)

Kevin & Giovanni - Bang Bang Boys

2011-12-10T15:14:00.000-08:00

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Ass

2011-12-10T10:32:00.000-08:00

THE DAHL HAUS PRESENTS: “TRUCKER FUCKER” STARRING VICTOR PO AND JUSTIN MONROE BY JUSTIN MONROE

2011-12-10T09:00:00.000-08:00

“Didn’t
your mother ever tell you not to pick up strangers?”

I SAY F&CK WHAT YOUR MOTHER TOLD YOU BECAUSE IF THEY LOOK LIKE VICTOR PO & JUSTIN MONROE, HOW COULD YOU LISTEN TO MOTHER?

SOURCE: MONROE-LAND

Pour It On

2011-12-10T07:00:00.000-08:00

Joseph Neil

Taurean Everett

Jason King

Preto e Branco

2011-12-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

Saturday Sin - Dildo Ridin' in Alaska!!!

2011-12-09T21:01:00.000-08:00

IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE

2011-12-09T21:00:00.000-08:00

"It
Must Have Been Love" is a power ballad written
by Per Gessle and
performed by the Swedish pop duo Roxette.
The ballad became
the duo's 3rd #1 hit in the United States,^[1] and is
one of their best-selling releases, leading the single to be
certified gold in a number of countries.

The song, included on the
soundtrack to the hugely popular film Pretty Woman, rivals "The Look,"
"Joyride," and "Listen to Your Heart" as the song
most closely associated with them. In 2005, Per Gessle received an award from BMI after the song's four millionth radio
play.

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2011-12-09T16:56:00.000-08:00

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Beary Sexy

2011-12-09T15:00:00.000-08:00

Arte

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OLDIE, BUT GOODIE: ¿F&CK ME? (NOT EVEN ON A GOOD DAY)

2011-12-09T09:00:00.000-08:00

READING THE THINGS I PUT IN THISENTRY I CAN ONLY SAY WOW! I WAS DEALING WITH SOME SERIOUS THINGS BACK THEN, BUTI KNOW THAT I DON’T FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT THE VARIOUS MEN THAT MAKE UP THE GAYCOMMUNITY. I AM NOW IN A PLACE WHERE I SEEK TO UNDERSTAND WHY THESE MEN DO WHATTHEY DO. IT IS MORE ABOUT ME UNDERSTANDING WHICH IN TURNS HELP ME UNDERSTANDMYSELF. SO PLEASE READ THIS ENTRY WITH AN OPEN MIND AS I AM NOW DOING.

THE
INTERNET WHORE:

Ok, here he
cums with his 10.5" D!CK telling me he is horny and how
wants to F&CK me so badly...He is practically begging for my ASS,
thinks he has wot it takes to give me a good time. Here he goes again...Come
and take a seat on daddy’s big dick and I am sure you'll want more. He even went
on to say that, 'it's thick and long, hard as stone' and he is going to take me
to heaven...GUESS HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT HEAVEN IS OVER-RATED
& WOT HE SELLING I AIN'T BUYING...GUESS HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT I HAVE SEEN
HIS TIRED OLD ASS AROUND TOWN & I WOULD HAVE TO BE REALLY, REALLY, REALLY
DESPARATE TO GET WITH A PIECE OF SH!T LIKE HIM...The nerve of someone like
him to think he can get a DIAMOND like me, how can I just give up on life like that?
How can he ask that of me? DO U TH!NK HE CAN ¿F&CK ME?

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On Your Mark

2011-12-09T06:30:00.000-08:00

James Gunn

Calvin Simms

Wittemberg Adolf

Outside

2011-12-09T04:48:00.000-08:00

"Mr Big Dick" - Rudy Ray Moore

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INDISPUTABLE DISPUTABLE

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everything is in dispute

these days of ill repute

some of you might refute

but I can tell without dispute

that I will not dispute

that the indisputably disputable

is in dispute

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2011-12-08T15:04:00.000-08:00

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And this is a...

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Chicken Wire

Cigarette break

Boy with coat

Asian boy

Floor

fuzz

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BI-SEXUALITY: ¿WILL YOU EVER ACCEPT IT?

2011-12-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

Can someone tell me how SO many gay folks can take pride
in the things that divide us and no comfort in the things that define us? As a gay man living in one of the most socially liberal
times, I’m often amazed by other gay men’s reactions whenever an individual dare
admit to being physically and emotionally attracted to both men and women. How can we gay men have that “I’ve had the
nerve to come out and be fully gay, why can’t you attitude?”

There’s a common
misconception about bisexuality, that it’s merely a two way station on the journey
to self-acceptance. And for some that may be true; and while the term “bisexual” may be transitional or
temporary for MANY questioning,
contemplating, exploring or fearing their sexuality, for many it’s a lasting
identity. So why is the concept met with such resistance from both gay and
straight communities? It’s seen throughout history. In ancient Greek society
boys commonly slept with other boys until they married women, and many scholars
consider Dionysus to be the bisexual archetype.

But even with those
facts in hand, people cannot get beyond the need to see people as one thing or
the other. This is ironic, because while bisexuality as a concept may seem vague,
many bisexuals are absolutely clear about their orientation. Consider how some
straight people say they just don’t understand how one man can be sexually
attracted to another man, and yet that doesn’t matter; straight people don’t
have to “get it,” the fact is that
homosexuals exist. The same argument can be used for bisexuals. Just because a
gay person doesn’t understand how a man/woman
could be attracted to both a man and a woman, doesn’t matter; I feel those
feelings do exist. When will you?

Preto & Branco

2011-12-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

Make Believe

2011-12-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

Tristen Escolastico

Andrew Dawes

Derek Jones

@ THE HEART OF BI-SEXUALITY...

2011-12-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

@ THE HEART OF BI-SEXUALITY IS SEXUALITY HAUNTED
BY ITS OWN DISAPPERANCE.

Nothing Beats a Failure but a Try...

2011-12-07T19:23:00.000-08:00

Riu & Jorginho

2011-12-07T15:52:00.000-08:00

My Pet

2011-12-07T13:46:00.000-08:00

Abuyar

2011-12-07T09:55:00.000-08:00

SEX ON THE FIRST DATE...

2011-12-07T09:00:00.000-08:00

¿If you were truly feeling a man/woman would you have sex on the First Date?

Face To Face

2011-12-07T06:30:00.000-08:00

Jhonatan Zoquier

ShaTarr Oxendine

IT'S TIME

2011-12-06T21:00:00.000-08:00

I know that I am VERY late on posting this here, but as they say, 'better late than never' right?

In Australia, they have
this law called the Commonwealth Marriage Act. This disallows same sex partners from getting married. An
Australian group called Get Up! are working hard at getting that amended. Along with a petition to sign,
they have created a new video simply titled It’s Time to help bring awareness to the subject. The video has gone
viral not only in Australia but all across the globe.

In the clip, we watch as two men meet for the first time, go on a
few dates, meet friends and family, fall
in love, move in together, go through hardships
and the like. In the end, we watch as “Paul” takes to his knee to
propose to his man. Here in Canada, gay
marriage has been legal since 2005 and sometimes, I think it’s easy to take it
for granted. As
the video says, it’s time.

Gill, Marcus P & Lucas - Bang Bang Boys

2011-12-06T14:53:00.000-08:00

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Quantos mais... melhor

2011-12-06T10:46:00.000-08:00

A FRIEND OF MINE IS DYING...

2011-12-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

"A friend of mine is dying and there's nothing I can do,
like so many of us in the ballroom community, I was vocal, I was loud and I was
strong about whether my house won a trophy but I was quiet to the escorting,
drugs and unsafe sexual practices.

I laughed with him when he told me his
sexual escapades but didn’t bother to ask “hey did you have protected sex?”
When others escorted and prostituted I just looked the other way and went to my
office job. When they partied hard and used their particular “drug services”, I
turned and walked away quietly. When we went to clubs or balls, I spend plenty
of money to buy drinks or paid their admission but I never asked “Do you have
money for your meds?”

Now it’s too late and all I can do is sit with them cry
and talk about the good times. The good times came with a price my silence came
with a price. As I watch life fade from him every day I can’t help but to ask
why I didn’t do more, why didn’t we all do more? Right now my friend can’t
speak he can barely move, all he can do is look at me and his eyes speaks
volumes to me, to my soul. My friend is dying and there’s nothing I can
do."

Seeing Red

2011-12-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

Roberto Bueno

Jason Holmes

Chris Andrade

Michael MacCould

2011-12-06T06:11:00.000-08:00

"A Mighty Secret - The Strange Thing About The Johnsons"

2011-12-05T21:01:00.000-08:00

This is a POWERFUL short that has a wicked twist to molestation. Very deep film short!

I would love to read your comments about this film!

The Strange Thing About the Johnsons - don't ask, just watch! from Michael Roy on Vimeo.

CAN YOU TELL ME: ¿WHAT'S GOING ON?

2011-12-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

I JUST WISH THAT I COULD GIVE THIS YOUNG MAN A
BIG HUG & GIVE HIM & SO MANY LIKE HIM A PLACE TO BE THEMSELVES, CAN
SOMEONE TELL: ¿WHAT’S GOING ON?

Brett Swanson & Topher DiMaggio - Randy Blue

2011-12-05T16:36:00.000-08:00

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Beach

2011-12-05T10:46:00.000-08:00

BARE-BACKING...

2011-12-05T09:00:00.000-08:00

IN THE DAY OF HIV/AIDS & OTHER STDs & STIs IS IT

SUICIDE

¿OR?

INFORMED CONSENT

Broderick Hunter

2011-12-05T06:40:00.000-08:00

The Reveal

2011-12-05T06:30:00.000-08:00

Sidney Wilson

Levell Cole

Calvin Simms

Craig Davidson

Monday Men - Emil Sayles

2011-12-04T21:01:00.000-08:00

MONDAY MUSICAL MOTIVATION: MARRY THE NIGHT

2011-12-04T21:00:00.000-08:00

"Marry the Night" is a song
by American recording artist Lady Gaga.
It was released as the fifth single from her second studio album, Born This Way(2011).
The song was written and produced by Lady Gaga and Fernando
Garibay, and was recorded on the tour bus during The Monster Ball Tour with Garibay.
Revealed in February 2011, the song was inspired by the energy of Gaga's
previous song "Dance in the Dark" and the love for
her hometown, New York City. The song was released for
promotion on Farmville, six days before the release of Born This Way.

"Marry
the Night" is a dance-pop song influenced by house and electropop.
The song features electronic church bells, a driving electro organ
sound and afunk-rock influenced breakdown.
The lyrics are about Gaga's love of the night and partying, while serving as a
homage to her hometown. The song received mostly positive reviews from critics.
Reviewers also found influences of Italian disco music producer Giorgio
Moroder and American rock musician Bruce
Springsteen in the song. After the release of Born This
Way, "Marry the Night" charted in some nations due to digital sales
from the parent album. The song debuted at 79 on the US Billboard Hot
100 and entered the Canadian Hot
100 at 91. It also charted in the Walloon region of Belgium,
South Korea and the United Kingdom.

I'm gonna marry the night

I won't give up on my life

I'm a warrior queen

Live passionately tonight

I'm gonna marry the dark

Gonna make love to the stark

I'm a soldier to my own emptiness

I am a winner

I'm gonna marry the night

I'm gonna marry the night

I'm gonna marry the night

[Chorus]

I'm gonna marry the night

I'm not gonna cry anymore

I'm gonna marry the night

Leave nothing on these streets to explore

M-m-m-Marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

Oh m-m-marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

[Lady Gaga - Verse 2]

I'm gonna lace up my boots

Throw on some leather and cruise

Down the streets that I love

In my fishnet gloves

I'm a sinner

Then I'll go down to the bar

But I won't cry anymore

I hold my whiskey up high

Kiss the bartender twice

I'm a loser

I'm gonna marry the night

I'm gonna marry the night

[Chorus]

I'm gonna marry the night

I'm not gonna cry anymore

I'm gonna marry the night

Leave nothing on these streets to explore

M-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

Oh m-m-marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

[Bridge]

Nothing's too cruel

To take me from you

New York is not just a tan that you'll never lose

Love is the new denim or black

Skeleton guns or wedding bells in the attic

Get Ginger ready cos I'm coming up front

Won't poke holes in the seat with my heels cos
that's

Where we make love

Come on and run

Come on and run

[Chorus]

I'm gonna marry the night

I'm gonna burn a hole in the road

I'm gonna marry the night

Leave nothing on these streets to explore

M-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

Oh m-m-marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

Oh m-m-marry m-m-m-marry m-m-m-marry the night

I'm gonna marry

Marry

I'm gonna marry

Marry

C'mon c'mon the night

The night

Lady Gaga Marry The Night lyrics
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2 Blacks on Gregor - Machofucker

2011-12-04T15:15:00.000-08:00

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Art

2011-12-04T13:12:00.000-08:00

Sunday Solo

2011-12-04T09:00:00.001-08:00

"I GOT AIDS"

2011-12-04T09:00:00.000-08:00

Not-so-subtle
rapper Lil’ B named his 2011 album I’m
Gay (subtitled I’m Happy) in part to raise
awareness about homophobia (even though he’s straight).

Now
he’s named a recent single “I Got AIDS,” but what it lacks in subtlety
and lyrical depth, it makes up for in chill beats and an upfront message about
using condoms and getting tested.

Shane Erickson & Tommy Defendi - College Duddes

2011-12-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

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HIV/AIDS, THE POPE SAID...

2011-12-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

"Above all, it is an ethical problem. The change of behavior
that it requires – for example, sexual abstinence, rejection of sexual
promiscuity, fidelity within marriage – ultimately involves the question of
integral development, which demands a global approach and a global response
from the Church. For if it is to be effective, the prevention of AIDS must be
based on a sex education that is itself grounded in an anthropology anchored in
the natural law and enlightened by the word of God and the Church’s
teaching." - Emperor Palpatine, at the closing Mass of his visit to Africa.

Com o pau todo dentro

2011-12-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

Condolences...

2011-12-03T18:39:00.000-08:00

Instead of a regular post, I want to dedicate this to my dude ColdPhoenix over at Trapped With Her... Driven To Him

He has an AWESOME blog chronicling his triumphs and struggles while exploring his sexuality and also gives us a peak into his complex mind.

He just recently lost his mother and is going through something that only a handful of people will ever understand. So if you're not a follower of his blog, then click HERE and check his blog out for yourself. And if you already are a follower, send some love his way while he's going through this.

Hallelujah -- Gin Wigmore

I'll Be Missing You -- Puff Daddy, Faith Evans, 112

Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday -- Boyz II Men

Eye on the Sparrow -- Lauryn Hill, Tanya Blunt

Alley Cats - Randy Blue

2011-12-03T15:45:00.000-08:00

Alley Cats é sem dúvida a orgia mais artística e única da Randy Blue. É o filme onde se pode ver Chris Rockway e Reese Rideout como passivos ao mesmo tempo.
Sem dúvida a não perder.

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Amor / Love

2011-12-03T09:57:00.000-08:00

THE DAHL HAUS PRESENTS: GET YOUR RED ON!

2011-12-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

Tank

2011-12-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

James Jenkins

Bobby McCarther

Sebastian Amoah

Zenith Harvey

Sid James

Elian Cortez

2011-12-03T06:13:00.000-08:00

Saturday Sin - Deep Throating

2011-12-02T21:01:00.000-08:00

TOO HOT

2011-12-02T21:00:00.000-08:00

Whenever he performed this
song live after its 1995 release, Coolio made it a point to rattle off statistics about AIDS and
HIV, quickly quieting once enthused crowds. Then he'd end his informative talk
with this advice: "Ladies, if he don't got no condom, he don't get
none." The song sampled Kool and the Gang, using their 1980 hit 'Too Hot'
as a metaphor for HIV infection.

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Machofucher - To the Edge Part I

2011-12-02T15:46:00.000-08:00

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2011-12-02T13:56:00.000-08:00

Black Model (Unknown)

2011-12-02T11:14:00.000-08:00

OLDIE, BUT GOODIE: ¡FUCK A CONDOM...HAVE SOME HIV MEDS INSTEAD!

2011-12-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

THIS BLOG WAS/ISDEDICATED TO THE FRIEND THAT CAME IN CONTACT WITH THIS DISEASE. THE ONES THAT ITRIED SO HARD TO HELP BUT HAD TO LET THEM BE, THE ONES THAT WANTED TO DIE BYNOT TAKING THEIR MEDICATION, THE ONES THAT INSISTED ON BEDDING EVERY BIG D!CKGAY MAN THEY COULD FIND, THE ONE WHO STILL MOURNS THE LOVER THAT DIED, WHO CHEATEDON HIM, GAVE HIM THIS DISEASE. I KNOW MANY WOULD SAY THIS IS A HARSH ENTRY, BUTI HAD TO GET SOMETHINGS OFF MY CHEST…HOPE YOU ENTRY THIS RE-ENTRY.

Each
era has its phenoms, the thing that changes our assumptions of what can happen
to mankind; and this is the age of HIV/AIDS. This
disease though not as deadly STILL poses
a significant threat to us, yet SO many
of us are NOT taking
precautions. There seems to be a POPULAR misconception
that we might be able to avoid this disease by claiming ignorance and that is
just plain STUPID! Maybe
on some other level of consciousness we can, but here on earth we NEED to take action against this
disease.

Clearly, SEX is more exciting without a
condom…they’re not very convenient, they’re not sexy, they don’t feel
natural…However they are THE only
thing between you and HIV/AIDS; and
if not for the dark dealings I've witnessed in the GAY community, I’d say we could actually take that risk…but
I’d be DEAD wrong.

This
game of SEXUAL musical
chairs we play where the one left standing is one that has to find a seat
elsewhere is reckless AND foolish.
It seems that idea of NOT dealing
with disease makes more sense since most of us just hang back, dreaming AND waiting…just watching as we lose
the community to this killer. I suppose taking some HIV medication is a better thing to do because somehow,
someway it’ll make EVERYTHING
PERFECT…AGAIN…So while we wait, the INVITED fear that told us that we were NOT worthy holds us HOSTAGE, keeping us from living…Now all
we have is doubt AND unhappiness…

SO WHEN YOU ARE ABOUT TO GET HORIZONTAL
& HE TELLS YOU I CAN’T USE A CONDOM BECAUSE IT KILLS THE MOOD OR HIS
ERECTION, PLEASE ASK HIM FOR SOME HIV MEDS INSTEAD. EVEN IF HE
DECLARES THAT HE IS FINE & DOESN’T HAVE ANY DISEASES YOU STILL SHOULD ASK
FOR THOSE PILLS IF YOU DECIDE THAT YOU BELIEVE HIM. I’VE HEARD EVERY EXCUSE
UNDER THE SUN AS TO WHY A MAN REFUSES TO WEAR PROTECTION.
HOWEVER, LIVING IN THESE TIMES DOING THINGS LIKE THAT IS A ONE WAY
TICKET INTO THE DANGER ZONE…PLAYING WHAT IF IS A DUMB THING TO RISK…ALL ONE HAS TO
DO IS VISIT THE LOCAL HOSPITAL & SEE WHAT TAKING HIV MEDS DOES
TO A PERSON & I AM QUITE SURE THEY’LL THINK TWICE BEFORE WALKING DOWN THAT ROAD THEMSELVES…AS
ALWAYS THE CHOICE IS YOURS…

Thank God

2011-12-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

Myke Banks

Christopher Villa

Geovanny Govea

Donnell Cartwright

Darren Fernandez

Let´s go?!

2011-12-02T03:43:00.000-08:00

Eddie Murphy with Michael Jackson - Whatzupwitu

2011-12-01T21:01:00.000-08:00

NOBODY CAN DO EVERYTHING, BUT EVERYONE CAN DO SOMETHING...

2011-12-01T21:00:00.000-08:00

¿IS IT TIME TO RETIRE THE RED AIDS RIBBON?

2011-12-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

What does the
red AIDS ribbon
symbolize to you? Hope?
Awareness? Vigilance? History? In a sea of ribbons for all sorts of
diseases and conditions, does it still
retain its impact?

After the red ribbon was worn at the 1991 Tony
Awards it took off as an international symbol for AIDS awareness. It was a
different time them. It seemed like a bold act of resistance to proudly display
a symbol of AIDS for all the world to see. There is no question that the symbol
helped create awareness and fight stigma and was much needed at the height of
the crisis.

But does the
red ribbon still resonate today? It’s become so overused that people tend to slap
it on any sort of thing associated with HIV
as their default symbol. Now that its 20 years since the ribbon came on to the
scene and so much has changed in regards to HIV, should our symbol change
too?

Many young people today see the red ribbon as a
marker of a distant generation while others feel over saturated with ribbon
after ribbon for every cause under the sun. Maybe it’s time for creative artist
types to think big and bold and come up with something new to symbolize the
modern HIV experience.

Does the red
ribbon still have meaning for you or do you think it should have an expiration
date?